"sometimes perfection can be perfect hell"|
i don't know what this christmas is going to be like. as much as i wish
i could go into the future and then back so i could know what to
change, i don't want to. as much as i say i'm sick of this it has to be
happening for a reason. and this should only make me stronger. i should
only be a better person because of this (you).
my sister let me see my christmas present early. between talks of old
friendships and loves she decided that i should see it early. or maybe
i was just getting really annoying. its this huge as blow up canvas
poster of fall out boy. my reaction was nothing short of tears and hers
was, "doesn't pete look hot?". some people in this family are working
out just fine for me. my brother let me go on a shopping spree at best
buy. it was kind of sweet. i got the following:
Kanye West-Late Registration
Kanye West-College Dropout
Senses Fail-Let it enfold you
Audioslave-Out of exile (only because i became obsessive complusive over them during the summer)
and the other two i cannot remember.
but it was awesome.
& downstairs under the tree there is an assortment of presents for
my brother, sister, and dad. one for me...but tons for my brother,
sister, mom, & dad. i'm so loved by the parents they feel they only
need to get me one present.
and its a cd. i can tell.
somebody buy me the jack's mannequin cd before i go crazy.
i'm in love.
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Dark Blue-Jack's Mannequin